N A P S T E R ' s R E A L M

SIMPLENG PANGARAP...

2011-02-28T13:42:00.001+08:00

"Simple lang akong tao, may simpleng pangarap, may simpleng gusto.

Pero sa mga simpleng pinangarap ko, IKAW yung pinaka magarbo.

Ang IKAW ay maging AKIN at AKO ay maging IYO..."

-sarilikha.

Wapak!

...

2011-02-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

EVERY LITTLE THING.

2011-02-07T13:16:00.000+08:00

Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
you say your all right
but I get the strangest feeling
that you've gone away- you've gone away
and will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted

BOB ONG KOWT

2011-02-05T13:14:00.001+08:00

Katuloy nung nauna kong post.

Ano namang mapapala mo kakaisip sa nakaraan at sa mga pwede pang mangyari? wala knaman sigurong super powers para maibalik ang nakalipas na. Dapat matuto kang pahalagahan ang mga nangyayari sayo sa kasalukuyan. Isipin mo yung ngayon. I-enjoy mo lang ang buhay. Wag kang emo. Hindi ka talaga magiging masaya kung di mo tutulungan ang sarili mo. Natural lang na makaramdam ng lungkot paminsan-minsan pero ang pagiging miserable? Wag kang hibang choice mo yan.

ang tao aminado naman yan sa mga kasalanan nila eh. pero kung lalo mo pang ipapamuka sa kanila na mail sila.... lalo mo silang bibigyan ng dahilan pa ra iwan ka

Kung ang tinapay nga na iniwan mo sa mesa may kumukuha, yun pa kayang mga bagay na mas mahalaga sa'yo?... wala nang nagtatagal sa panahong ito at kung may iiwan ka... siguraduhin mong hindi na iyon mahalaga

Minsan kailangan mo ding makalimot, para ikaw naman ang maalala...

Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao kapag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo...

walang mangyayari sa buhay mo hangga't hindi ka tumitigil sa paninisi sa iba sa naging kapalaran mo..

Maraming tao dito ang mas malungkot pa sa taong nakatira sa buwan. Saka hindi naman kailangan ang maraming tao para bumuong mundo e. Minsan isang tao lang kasama mo, buo na ang mundong kailangan mo habambuhay...

Ang tamang bagay saka tamang panahon, wala na ring saysay kapag wala na yung tamang tao. Ang tao pwedeng mag-adjust, pero ang bagay at panahon, hindi..

Ang tenga kapag pinagdikit korteng puso...
Extension ng puso ang tenga, kaya kapag marunog kang makinig, marunong kang magmahal..

BAD DAY

2011-02-02T23:51:00.003+08:00

Where is the moment we needed the most ?
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
You tell me your blue skies fade to grey
You tell me your passion's gone away and I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime and I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day, the camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day, you had a bad day

Well, you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day, the camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day, oh... Holiday...

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong and I'm not wrong, ahhh...

So where is the passion when you need it the most ?
Oh, you and I, you kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

'Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day, you've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day, you had a bad day

(Oh, yeah, yeaaah, yeah) Had a bad day
(Oh, had a bad day) Had a bad day
(Oh, yeah, yeah, yeeeeah) Had a bad day
(Oh, had a bad day) Had a bad day, had a bad day...

damn...

HE SAYS... SHE SAYS...

2011-01-28T00:23:00.003+08:00

She says: If it hurts you so much, how can it possibly be the right thing for you???

He says: It doesn't suggest that what's right should not hurt... You make things happen and not let anyone dictate what's right and wrong for you... You should be aware that we can't choose what will come to us for the only thing that we could do is hope for the best, prepare for the worst and continue to fight... Kailangan mo matanggap na hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon at bagay yung gusto mo lang ang tama at masusunod....

iksi ng sinabi haba ng nireact. pero alin nga ba ang tama?

stay and fight in what seems to be a losing battle? or just leave the fight you started because it is not going the way you want it to be?

mas mahalaga ba ang usapan o nararamdaman? Alin ang paninindigan mo? kapakanan mo o kapakanan ng nakararami? yung ngayon o yung bukas?

--to be continued.....

FAITH. HOPE. LOVE.

2011-01-22T18:53:00.003+08:00

"He tries to establish what he can truly rely on. And he always checks that
he carries three things with him: faith, hope and love.

If these three things are there, he does not hesitate to go forward."

-excerpts from "Warrior of the Light" by Paulo Coelho.

Will publish a post about it and/or about the author after i finished reading the book. =)

STYLISH BLOGGER AWARD

2011-01-22T12:27:00.006+08:00

Stylish Blogger Awardee... WOW!

Salamat kay Eldraliz. Ewan ko baka namali lang sya o kelangan na niya magsalamin (peace). Hindi ko naman kasi naisip na ganun yung blog ko. hehehe! salamat pa rin!

Ngayon may requirements pala to. patay. eto susubukan ko.

Rules for receiving this award:
1. Thank and link back the person who gave you this award.

2. Share 7 things about yourself.

3. Award 15 great bloggers you know. Contact these bloggers and tell them about the award.

1. Thank you Eldraliz.

2. 7 Things about myself:
- PC and PS2 games = rest
- i can dance. (*yabang lang. blog ko to walang kokontra)
- i am a good conversationalist. (*galing kay eldraliz, e parehas kami e bakit ba)
- joker. (*ndi ung sa baraha, ndi sa mukha, sa salita sabi ng nanay ko)
- i am complicated.
- i smoke about 6-7 sticks of Marlboro lights a day.
- i love black.

3. dito ko patay. hindi ako gala e.
Award 15 great bloggers you know:
- eldraliz
- tsina
- qreux
- subterfuge
- klomster
- emotera
- momentary life
- sketches

ah pwede ba tawad na muna yung iba pa. baka kasi porn blog na mailagay ko e. update update ko na lang pag meron... hehehe! salamat!!!!

KAINIP.

2011-01-20T16:15:00.000+08:00

Kabagot.

badtrip.

KOWT

2011-01-14T16:58:00.001+08:00

"A child can teach an adult three things: to be happy for no reason, to always be busy with something, and to know how to demand with all his might that which he desires."

- Paulo Coelho

TOO MUCH....

2011-01-09T23:00:00.003+08:00

i really wish i could take away all the pain in you....

wag na ikaw....

sana ako na lang....

damn...

MISS KO NA MAG BLOG..

2011-01-09T22:35:00.002+08:00

Miss ko na magsulat, wala lang talagang oras...

abala kasi lagi sa mga barkada kong sina "SQL", "WSS"/"MOSS", "VB", "Visual Studio" at marami pa....

taena... toxic...

LOST...

2011-01-09T22:09:00.002+08:00

i am lost....

fuck...

BULLSHIT..

2010-07-30T12:58:00.003+08:00

You remember when I said how I was gonna explain about life, buddy? Well the thing about life is, it gets weird. People are always talking ya about truth. Everybody always knows what the truth is, like it was toilet paper or somethin', and they got a supply in the closet. But what you learn, as you get older, is there ain't no truth. All there is is bullshit, pardon my vulgarity here. Layers of it. One layer of bullshit on top of another. And what you do in life like when you get older is, you pick the layer of bullshit that you prefer and that's your bullshit, so to speak.
--Bern Laplante, Accidental Hero.

SHIT HAPPENS

2010-05-03T22:46:00.002+08:00

.....

wala akong masabi...

.....

minsan kahit hindi mo sadya o gustong mangyari ang isang bagay....

.....

nangyayari pa rin e...

.....

at ikaw...

.....

mukhang tangang walang magawa...

.....

ikaw na lang ang kawawa...

.....

shit no?

.....

damn...

Kowt.

2010-03-09T10:47:00.004+08:00

"Huwag kang ma-inlove sa taong masarap lang kausap, dapat siya mismo masarap." - ShinChan(Facebuko)

AMEN to that!

PAALAM...

2009-08-03T17:48:00.008+08:00

Nakakalungkot isipin na ang kauna-unahang babaeng Presidente ng Pilipinas at ng buong Asya ay pumanaw na. Nakakalungkot din kasi bukod siya ang nakamulatan kong pangulo e siya rin ang nagbigay sa atin ng kalayaan o demokrasya mula sa kamay ng diktadurya. Nakakahinayang pero kailangang ituloy ang buhay at ang laban... Personal akong nakikiramay sa pamilya at kaibigan ng dating pangulo sa pamamagitan ng munting pahina kong ito... Nawa'y maging huwaran siya ng bawat Pilipino lalo na ngayong talamak ang nakawan sa gobyerno at papalapit n naman ang ating pagboto... Sa iyo dating pangulong Corazon Aquino, nasaan ka man, maraming salamat po sa lahat ng ito...

WISH OF GOOD HEALTH

2009-07-27T09:30:00.005+08:00

I was born on the same year Ninoy was assassinated. Si Cory ang nakamulatan kong presidente. And I am one with the nation wishing her to be well...

Get well soon Former President Corazon Aquino..

HMMM....

2009-06-16T10:17:00.000+08:00

Hindi naman kailangan ang maraming tao para bumuo ng mundo e. Minsan isang tao lang ang kasama mo, buo na ang mundong kailangan mo habambuhay.
- Bob Ong "Kapitan Sino"

KAPITAN SINO

2009-06-11T13:49:00.006+08:00

Woohooooooo!!!! May copy na ako sa wakas...

Ang "Kapitan Sino" ay ang pampitong libro ng idol kong si Bob Ong. Ayus, nagkakaubusan na kaya ang hirap maghanap. Buti na lang may nakita pa at last copy na ito dun sa binilhan namin... Salamat talaga!!! Wooohhooooo!!! (Basa Mode)

BLOG ENGINE

2009-06-09T09:03:00.006+08:00

For web developers and blogger alike.. I really would recommend this tool/project/cms that is very useful for creating and managing your blogs and/or websites especially if you are a .Net fanatic..

get it here:
http://blogengine.codeplex.com/Release/ProjectReleases.aspx?ReleaseId=26080

their website:
http://www.dotnetblogengine.net/

Hope this helps...

IF A MAN COULD SAY WHAT HE LOVES

2009-05-23T19:47:00.000+08:00

And now the english translation of Si el hombre pudiera decir lo que ama...

If a man could say how much he loves,
if a man could raise his love in the sky
like a cloud in the light;
if like falling walls,
in order to salute the truth, straightened in the middle,
he could plunge his body headlong,
leaving just the truth about his love,
the truth about himself,
which is not called glory, nor fortune, nor ambition,
but love or desire,
I would be the one who imagined;
the one who, with his tongue, his eyes and his hands,
proclaims in front of the men the ignored truth,
the truth about his true love.

Freedom I do not know but the freedom of being imprisoned in anybody
whose name I cannot hear without chill;
someone for whom I forget this mean existence,
for whom the day and the night are for me whatever he wants,
and my body and spirit float in his body and spirit
like lost logs that the sea submerges or raises
freely, with the freedom of love,
the only freedom that exalts me,
the only truth for which I die.

You justify my existence
If I didn't know you,
I have not lived
If I die without knowing you,
I didn't die, because I have not lived.

Ang cheesyyyy... hehehe! ayus!!!

SI EL HOMBRE PUDIERA DECIR LO QUE AMA

2009-05-01T15:04:00.005+08:00

Si el hombre pudiera decir lo que ama,
si el hombre pudiera levantar su amor por el cielo
como una nube en la luz;
si como muros que se derrumban,
para saludar la verdad erguida en medio,
pudiera derrumbar su cuerpo,
dejando sólo la verdad de su amor,
la verdad de sí mismo,
que no se llama gloria, fortuna o ambición,
sino amor o deseo,
yo sería aquel que imaginaba;
aquel que con su lengua, sus ojos y sus manos
proclama ante los hombres la verdad ignorada,
la verdad de su amor verdadero.

Libertad no conozco sino la libertad de estar preso en alguien
cuyo nombre no puedo oír sin escalofrío;
alguien por quien me olvido de esta existencia mezquina
por quien el día y la noche son para mí lo que quiera,
y mi cuerpo y espíritu flotan en su cuerpo y espíritu
como leños perdidos que el mar anega o levanta
libremente, con la libertad del amor,
la única libertad que me exalta,
la única libertad por que muero.

Tú justificas mi existencia:
si no te conozco, no he vivido;
si muero sin conocerte,
no muero,
porque no he vivido.

Yan ang kabuuan nung tulang sinabi ko sa berso sa metro... Naintindihan mo? Hindi no? Ako rin e, pero antayin mo,ipopost ko yung translation nyan sa English. Basts maghanda ka lang ng timba at maraming tissue pamunas ng dugo.. Yun din gagawin ko kaya hindi ko muna ipopost. hehehe! Namfufu, ni-research ko yan talaga ha... Hehehe! Ang sumulat nyan ay si Luis Cernuda, isa syang makalumang Espanyol na bading at manunulat . Oo bading tama... Pero tanggap nya un at tanggapin mo na rin na kinilig ka dun sa translation na nasa berso... hehehe!

BERSO SA METRO

2009-05-01T14:49:00.003+08:00

Marahil nakita nyo na ang litratong iyan, oo yan nga, tanda mo na?

Yan ang "Berso sa Metro Ads" na makikita sa LRT line 1 hindi ko lang sigurado kung meron din nyan sa Line 2 and MRT ha. Ayus no? Ang Berso sa Metro ads ay naglalaman ng mga tulang spanish with tagalog translation at eto ang isa sa paborito ko... Para sa'yo yan!!!

Tú justificas mi existencia.
Si no te conozco, no he vivido;
Si muero sin conocerte,
no muero, porque no he vivido.

Naintindihan mo?? Ako rin hindi e... Wag kang mag-alala eto tagalog translation...

ikaw ang dahilan kung bakit ako naririto
kung hindi kita nakilala, hindi ako mabubuhay
kung mamatay man ako na hindi kita nakilala
hindi ako mamamatay dahil hindi naman ako nabuhay

Awwwwww..... Ang Cheeeeesssyyyyyyyyy...... O wag ka nang magpanggap nagustuhan mo rin e, ngumiti ka rin nung nabasa mo... hehehe!

NATURE TRIPPING

2009-05-01T14:10:00.008+08:00

Mahilig ako sa nature at eto ang ilang kuha ko habang kami'y namamasyal. hehehe!

Makiling Pics

SCTEX going to Clark Pampanga

3PL : ISANG BAGONG KAALAMAN...

2009-04-17T08:43:00.012+08:00

3PL
Anak ng! Ayus no? Narinig ko dito sa office namin yan.. akala ko nung una bagong term yun, wow!!

Pwedeng gadget, software, process o akala ko tlga robot character sa isang pelikula (kapatid ni C3PO ung sa starwars ba un)... Ayus talaga!!!

Ni-research ko.... May kaugnayan pala sa trabaho. Hehehe! Etu nabasa ko about 3PL..

According to pareng Wikipedia:
3PL - Third Party Logistics (waaw ganda pakinggan) is a firm that provides outsourced or "third party" logistics services to companies for part, or sometimes all of their supply chain management function... Third party logistics providers typically specialize in integrated operation, warehousing and transportation services that can be scaled and customized to customer’s needs based on market conditions and the demands and delivery service requirements for their products and materials.(waaw nmn talaga heavy! ndi ko na kaya,masakit na sa ilong)

ayan walang magawa kaya share ko lang sa inyo...

hayyyyy.....

2009-03-21T21:55:00.005+08:00

Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawakan ng iba....

Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang...

Minsan, kahit ikaw ang naka-schedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay; kasi hindi ikaw ang priority... taena!

BAGONG POST

2009-01-19T22:35:00.001+08:00

Bagong taon kaya dapat may bagong post...

WANTED...

2008-12-30T14:33:00.001+08:00

" Never send sheep to kill a wolf... " - Mr. X

" What the fuck have you done lately? " - Wesley, Wanted

EXPERIENCING CHRISTMAS AT CTSI

2008-12-24T10:38:00.003+08:00

This is my first year at CTSI and I'm really happy to have experience how they define Christmas here... It is a very wonderful experience celebrating Christmas with the team and with the whole corporate office! Thanks a lot guys! I do hope to celebrate Christmas with you again next year!!!

By the way, here are the gifts I received for Christmas at CTSI... Thank you all very much once again!!!!

Christmas Party Gifts...

Christmas Gifts...

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to All!!!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

2008-12-19T14:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND A PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR!!!!

Birthday n nmn after, yahoooo!!!!!

SPACE BETWEEN DOTS. . . .

2008-12-13T16:45:00.005+08:00

There will come a time in your life where you will be faced to choose between the right thing and the one which you consider is right.... Be prepared, for sometimes when it seems that all things are doing fine, unexpected things happen.... Maybe not to ruin nor complicate your life but to make it worth your while...

ISANG TAONG PANGUNGULIT

2008-11-09T16:14:00.003+08:00

Wala lang, masyado akong busy ngayon kaya hindi ako makapagupdate. Isang taon na din pala ang blog ko na ito..... hehehe! Sana humaba pa at dumami pa ang mga walang magawa na dumaan at magbasa.... Cge, bye! (Bc mode....)

KAIBIGAN

2008-10-13T07:58:00.014+08:00

CTSI

----- CIT

--------- SYSDEV

Sa aking tatlong buwan at 6 na araw, pwera pa ang higit sa isang buwan na OJT, na pakikisama at pagttrabaho sa CTSI ako ay nakatagpo ng mga bagong kaibigan.... Tara ipakikilala ko sila sa inyo...

Si Tope ang Bagong Bangis

Hindi na sya bago, matagal ko na itong kasama. Siya ang bagong bangis, kasabay ko mag-OJT at ka-batch kong grumaduate. Small but terrible daw, YARI KA!!!! hahaha! Ayus to pagdating sa trabaho pero sabit lang talaga pagdating sa chicks, parang kabayo kasi may takip sa mata at iisa lang ang nakikita... hehehe!

Si AC ang Shopping Queen

Bakit kamo, siya kasi ang taga supply sa amin lalo na pag may meeting. Kapag gutom ka lapit ka lang sa kanya, sure may pagkain yan... Hehehe! Siya ang taskmate ni Lei, magaling yan bumirit! Sa sobrang galing kahit naalimpungatan basta alam ang tugtog bibirit yan! Hahaha!

Si Mike ang Politician/Businessman/Engineer/Dancer/etc.

Yan ang hari ng "tracking system" namin, mapa sa trabaho o sa chicks nakupo! Yung salamin nyan na-zzoom ng 500%! Hehehe! Sa tingin ko namali to ng linya kasi mukhang mas-in siya sa pagtitinda, threat siya actually kay manang at sa mga nagtitinda sa harap ng building namin. Hahaha! Hindi malabo magrent to ng isang space para lang sa tinitinda nya! Hehe! Peace Vice!

Si Rose ang Reyna ng Selda Katorse

Ewan ko pero tingin confused to sa pagkatao nya! Hahaha! Hindi, babae yan kita naman e! Hehe! Siya ang Software Tech Engineer sa amin, ayus yan all around sa opisina yan pati sa chicks yan ang pambala namin. Hehehe! Lagi nya iniisip ang mga buwitre! hahaha! Ala ako masabi, mataray to pero ok naman pag kasundo mo medyu confusing lang talaga kung minsan... Peace!

Si Drei ang Official Photographer

Siya ang pinsan ng kaibigang Paps ko, ayoko magcomment ng husto kasi baka mabanatan ako ni Paps. Hehehe! Siya ang reyna ng Sharepoint at ng portal namin, tahimik pero malupit. Hehehe! Magaling sa pakikipagkapwa tao! Ayus! Apir! Peace Drei!

Si Lei ang SQL Queen

Siya ang paborito ni Jer lalo sa asaran, ewan ko ba kung bakit. Hehehe! Siya din ang pinakamalupit para sa akin pagdating sa SQL at Database Management dito, kahit tulog at nananaginip kaya niya sagutin! Hehehe! Wag lang talaga pag kaharap ang picture o kahit anung may Arashi. Hehehe! Peace Lei! Siya ang amo ko nung OJT, kaya bati kami nyan kasi ang taas ng binigay na grade! Hehe!

Si Jer ang Kilabot at Alamat

Siya ang alamat ng Sysdev, mapa-babae o lalake malupit to! Walang patawad! hahaha! Siya ang amo ko ngayon sa Web. Kung si Lea ang sa DB si Jer ang sa .Net, ang lupit din nito! Hehe! Lalo pagdating sa chiks, panalo! Mabilis pa sa alas kwatro! Hahaha!

Si Ver ang Idol ko from Mars

Hahaha! Peace Ver! Siya ang pinaka sa amin na under ni boss. Kung si Lei sa DB at Jer sa .net, si Ver ang pinagsama-samang pwersa! Sa sobrang lupit nito, parang taga ibang planeta na pag technical ang pinaguusapan, hindi ko maintindihan e! Hehehe! Mahirap sukatin ang alam e, ultimo habang nasa cr ata nagpprogram sa utak e! Ang lupet! Hehe! Pati sa tugtugan, ala ko masabi! Bow ako sa kanya talaga! Nag-eenervon to e! IDOLLLLLLL!!!!!!

Si Efren ang Bonggang bonggang amo

Siya ang rason kung bakit kami ganito ka-bibo, siya ang Mayor namin. Kumbaga para siyang fly paper kapag nadikit ka parang ayaw mo na humiwalay. Papiliin ako, siya pa din gusto ko maging bonggang bonggang boss (Yun, baka magbigay recommendation for raise e. HAHAHAHAHA!). May mga kakilala nga ko gusto palipat sa amin para lang maging boss siya e.. Hehe. Tsismis un... Basta ala ko masabi dito, sana lang may balikan pa ako trabaho pag nabasa to. Bossing peace tayo ha! Malupit yan saludo talaga ko!

Sila ang mga kaibigan ko, kabarkada at mga katrabaho. Wala ko masabi, ang saya ng grupo namin at super bibo. Walang itatapon, lahat pasok! Kaya kahit may gusto agad pumirata sa akin, ayoko kasi mas gusto ko dito. Enjoy! Kumbaga sa pelikula, star-studded! Kumpleto, parang hindi pwede mawala kahit isa, buo kahit may problema! Sa totoo lang marami pa kaming myembro pero etong mga to kasi ang ka-team ko talaga sa opisina, wala talaga ko masabi, teka petiks na ko ha cge balik muna sa trabaho. Salamat sa inyo! Amen!

CONQUERED....

2008-10-07T14:30:00.013+08:00

Saturday, October 4th, 2008, 1:40pm.....Mount Arayat, Pampanga......

It all began last October 3rd, we came all the way from Manila and arrived at Magalang, Pampanga at around 11:00pm. Exhausted as we were, yet we still prepared our breakfast and lunch for the next day and manage to down 2 bottles of "Mang Jose" Cuervo tequilas. I hardly slept at around 3:30 am and woke up 5:30 in the morning (WTF!).

Then D-day comes...

We ate breakfast and then prepared for the trek. Arrived at the base of the mountain at around 7:50am and started the ordeal by 8:00am.

All hell breaks loose!

Around 11:30 (i think) was the time when all hell breaks loose! We have hired 2 guides and assigned them, one at the front and one at the back and then the front guide disappeared. Well he did not disappear in an instant but he disappeared trying to clear our trail from grasses and other unwanted objects. That's not it, we summoned the back guide to go to the front just for us to continue the hike, but to our mistake, the guide didn't know where to go! WTF! WE WERE LOST AT THE MIDDLE OF THE WOODS!!! F*CK!
We've decided to go back to the camp using our own sense of direction(WTF is that). After 1.5 hrs of waiting and searching, the front guide re-appeared and as if nothing happened he summoned us again back to climb uphill because he said that the peak is near. So, there we are, 1:00pm, with only a bottle of water left for 20 thirsty and hungry stomachs, and with very exhausted bodies, we went back to the trail.

And then there's glory...

1:40pm we've reached the 1st of the 2 peaks, and God, it was a relief! Well not for the fact that we've reached the top but beacuse we can finally eat! HEHE! After eating, My friend and I decided to take a look from the peak, climbing the overhanging large rock! God, it was MAGNIFICENT! My exhaustion disappeared... Well, not really, but the sight is very very beautiful!

Descent...

We've decided to trek down at around 2:30pm and we headed back to the "refilling station" and passed by a "batis", so we decided to cool our bodies down a bit. we arrived at the base at around 5:30 in the afternoon.

Well, a very very tiring experience yet a once in a lifetime trip to the nether world! hahaha!!!

I've provided some of the pics below...

Mahaba-habang inuman....

Mang Jose, ILABAS ANG PULUTAN!!!!!

Darning time...

and again.....

Class picture, SYSDEV TROPA '08

Bago magsimula...MASIGLA

Unang pamamahinga...NORMAL PA!

Senyales ng pagkapagod.... 50 porsyento!

Ang batong nakausli...White rock peak 1

View sa ilalim...

View from the peak...

And another one

Ang dalawang salarin

picture muna syempre...

Eto ang hindi na normal! Exhausted...Nautang na lakas for the next day!

Goodbye 4k And1 shoes....huhu

In Memoriam...

Hindi yan constipated. pagod lang... 150 porsyento! sign off....

ILANG SIPING NAKUHA KO MULA KAY PARENG BOB

2008-09-03T16:05:00.004+08:00

“Pare, isa kang totoong tao at walang halong kasinungalingan.In English, FACT you, pare. Totoo ka. In English, FACT you!”

“Hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohan, at hindi lahat ng hindi mo kayang intindihin ay kasinungalingan”

” Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: Magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo! “

” Mangarap ka at abutin mo. Wag mong sisihin ang sira mong pamilya, palpak mong syota, pilay mong tuta, o mga lumilipad na ipis. Kung may pagkukulang sa’yo mga magulang mo, pwde kang manisi at maging rebelde. Tumigil ka sa pag-aaral, mag-asawa ka, mag-drugs ka, magpakulay ka ng buhok sa kili-kili. Sa banding huli, ikaw din ang biktima. Rebeldeng walang napatunayan at bait sa sarili. “

” Tuparin ang mga pangarap. Obligasyon mo yan sa sarili mo. Kung gusto mo mang kumain ng balde-baldeng lupa para malagay ka sa Guinness Book of World Records at maipagmalaki ng bansa natin, sige lang. Nosi balasi. Wag mong pansinin ang sasabihin ng mga taong susubok humarang sa’yo. Kung hindi nagsumikap ang mga scientist noon, hindi pa rin tayo dapat nakatira sa jupiter ngayon. Pero hindi pa rin naman talaga tayo nakatira sa jupiter dahil nga hindi nagsumikap ang mga scientist noon. Kita mo yung moral lesson? “

“Masama akong tao, tulad mo, sa parehong paraan na mabuti kang tao, tulad ko.”
“Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka.”

PETIKS...

2008-09-03T16:03:00.002+08:00

“Iba ang walang ginagawa sa gumagawa ng wala at mas mabuting mabigo sa paggawa ng isang bagay kesa magtagumpay sa paggawa ng wala”

-BOB ONG

NAKAKATUWA...

2008-07-31T20:25:00.001+08:00

Sa wakas graduate na talaga ko... salamat sa lahat!!!

ASAR...

2008-06-30T21:47:00.004+08:00

Hindi ko maintindihan ang trend ngayon sa music industry natin. dati puro revival lang, tpos papakanta sa iba then lalagyan ng title na "music of my life since i am born chuva" then album na! nakakabuwiset! pero ang pinakamalupet yung "ibang dialect version" ng mga ingles na kanta naman ang nauso! Namputsa, pasintabi na lang pero yan ang hindi ko talaga masakyan, pumapangit tuloy yung production natin ng magaganda't bagong kanta! Busett!!! Nga pala pakiantay yung kapampangan version ko ng crank dat ha! LOL!!! Busett talaga!

NAPSTER AT BLOGGING PINOY

2008-06-27T20:55:00.004+08:00

I have just joined BloggingPinoy and it really excites me. It's a cool blog and it features stories about Filipinos and anything that involves our own country... BloggingPinoy is a multi-authored blog that provides a view on being a Filipino and the Philippines in general. Pls do visit the site. Thanks!!!

PASASALAMAT...

2008-06-25T20:04:00.003+08:00

Lahat ng istorya ay may katapusan... ang mahalaga ay marunong kang magpasalamat sa nagdaan at humarap sa kasalukuyan... pahalagahan mo ang bawat sandali... harapin mo ang bawat karanasan ng may pagpapahalaga... gawin mong gabay ang mga aral at ala-ala ng nakaraan... tapusin mo ang huling istorya na puno ng pag-asa... simulan mo ang bagong kabanata ng may pagmamalaki...

maraming salamat sa lahat...

hanggang sa muli....

ETO NA...

2008-06-17T20:38:00.003+08:00

eto na talaga... nararamdaman ko na... ang pinag-aralan ko ng lampas 15 taon ay magagamit ko na... totoo na ito, wala ng biro... haaayyy... nakaka-miss ang lahat ng nakasama ko at karanasan sa eskwela...

hanggang dito na lang talaga siguro, ang pagkakakulong ko sa kahon, sa apat na sulok ng kwarto... tapos na nga talaga... pero mayroon na ding nag-uumpisa...

mas mahalaga, mas mahirap at walang guro na magbibigay ng grado at leksiyon... ako na ang guro ng sarili ko, ako na ang gagawa nang leksiyon na pag-aaralan ko...

wala ng atrasan.... may mga bagay na nagtatapos at meron ding nagbubukas... salamat sa lahat, salamat sa kahong 15 mahigit na taon ko ring naging tahanan, salamat sa mga guro kong nagturo sa akin ng kung anong nalalaman ko, salamat sa mga karanasan na nagturo sa akin na maging matibay, salamat sa mga kakilala, kaibigan, kabarkada sa mga alaalang binuo natin sa mga panahong iyon... salamat pero kailangan ko ng magpatuloy, taas noo at mas handa sa totoong pagsusulit at hamon... salamat sa lahat...

mag-uumpisa na ang bagong istorya, ang bagong pag-aaral at bagong karanasan... sisimulan ko iyon baon ang lahat ng binigay sa akin ng higit 15 taon ng pagkakakulong sa kahon... eto na ako... sa wakas graduate na ako!

ON THE JOB TRAINING

2008-06-15T18:21:00.007+08:00

Maraming salamat sa pagtanggap at sa mga natutunan ko dito... Everyone and everything is wonderful... I do hope na makatulong aq sa company kapag naging employee na ako... To bossing Efren, idol Sylvere, Lei Lei, Mike, AC, Rosas, Lady Drei, Jer, Cindy and Edsel at sa buong CIT at sa CTSI salamat ng marami and i'm looking forward to working with you guys! Be well!

here are some of my pics...

kape?

naiinip na...

with rose

with tope

web developer(naks!)

reporting services...

TRY THIS TOO...

2008-05-28T21:47:00.002+08:00

SA MGA WALANG MAGAWA AT GUSTONG KUMITA...CLICK THE LINK AND JOIN.....
http://www.clixsense.com/?2452973

WALANG PAMAGAT

2008-05-21T22:58:00.003+08:00

minsan mas magandang umarteng bobo at walang alam para makaiwas at balewalain ang katotohanan...

pero hindi rin....

bandang huli kailangan mo pa ring harapin kung ano ang totoong nangyayari o nangyari...

kaya mas maganda pa manahimik na lang at hayaang mga tuldok na lamang ang magsabi ng nararamdaman...

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salamat kaibigan.....

ISTORYA NG PU-TA!!!

2008-05-17T22:49:00.007+08:00

i'm browsing our crib when i stumbled upon our admin's post and damn it was a post about my idol Bob Ong's i think latest literary work... And as always, Bob Ong rocks!!!! I agree with our admin that he must be commended for the article... It depicts the truth about everything even though reality hurts... You're the best man!!!! and if you come to visit my blog, well just want you to know bro....I'm your number 1 fan!!!!!! Kudos to BOB ONG!!!!

Tingin ng mga bobong kapitbahay ko pu-ta daw ako. Nagpapagamit, binabayaran. Sabi nila ako daw ang pinakamaganda at pinakasikat sa aming lugar noon. Ang bango-bango ko daw, sariwa at makinis. Di ko nga alam kung sumpa ito, dahil dito naletse ang kinabukasan ko.

Tara makinig ka muna sa kwento ko, yosi muna tayo.

Alam mo, maraming lumapit sa akin, nagkagusto, naakit. Ang hirap pag lahat sa iyo virgin eh. Tinanggap ko naman silang tao, bakit kaya nila ako ginago? Masakit alalahanin, iniisip ko na lang na kase di sila taga rito, siguro talagang ganoon. Tatlong malilibog na foreigners ang namyesta sa katawan ko, na-rape daw ako. Sa tatlong beses akong nagahasa, ang pinakahuli ang di ko makakalimutan. Parang maski di ko ginusto ang mga nangyari, hinahanap-hanap ko siya. Tinulungan nya kasi akong makalimutan yung mga sadistang Hapon. Kase, ibang-iba ang hagod
niya. Umiikot ang mundo ko sa tuwing ginagamit niya ako. Ibang klase siya mag-sorry, lalo pa at kinupkop niya ako at ang mga naging anak ko. Parating ang dami naming regalo - may chocolates, yosi, ano ka! May datung pa! Nakakabaliw siya, alam kong ginagamit nya
lang ako pero pagamit naman ako nang pagamit. Sa kanya namin natutunan mag-inggles, di lang magsulat ha! Magbasa pa! Hanggang ngayon, sa tuwing mabigat ang problema ko, siya ang tinatakbuhan ko. 'Yun nga lang, lahat ng bagay may kapalit. Nung kinasama ko siya, guminhawa
buhay namin. Sosyal na sosyal kami. Ewan ko nga ba, akala ko napapamahal na ako sa kanya. Akala ko tuloy-tuloy na kaligayahan namin, yun pala unti-unti niya akong pinapatay. P*** ng I**! Sa dami ng lason na sinaksak niya sa katawan ko, muntik na akong malaspag. Ang daming
nagsabi na ang tanga tanga ko. Patalsikin ko na daw. Sa tulong ng mga anak ko, napalayas ko ang animal pero ang hirap magsimula. Masyado na kaming nasanay sa sarap ng buhay na naranasan namin sa kanya. Lubog na lubog pa kami sa utang, kulang ata pati kaluluwa namin para ibayad sa mga inutang namin. Sinikap naming lahat maging maganda ang buhay namin. Ayun, mga nasa Japan, Hong Kong, Saudi ang mga anak ko. Yung iba nag-US, Europe. 'Yung iba ayaw umalis sa akin. Halos lahat, wala naman silbi, masaya daw sa piling ko, maski amoy usok ako.

Sa dami ng mga anak ko na nagsisikap na tulungan ang kalagayan namin, siya din ang dami ng mga anak ko na namamantala sa kabuhayan at kayaman na itinatabi ko para sa punyetang kinabukasan naming lahat. Dumating ang panahon na di na kami halos makaahon sa hirap ng buhay. Napakahirap dahil nasanay na kami sa ginhawa at sarap. Ang di ko inaakala ay
mismong mga anak ko, ang tuluyang sisira sa akin. Napakasakit tanggapin na malinlang. Akala ko ay makakakita ako ng magiging kasama sa buhay sa mga ahas na ipinakilala ng mga anak ko. Hindi pala. Ang tanga ko talaga. Binugaw ako ng sarili kong mga anak kapalit ng kwarta
at pansamantalang ginhawa na nais nilang matamasa. Wala na akong nagawa dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sa aking mga anak. Wala akong ibang yaman kundi ganda ko. Pinagamit ko na lang ng pinagamit ang sarili ko, basta maginhawa lang ang mga anak ko. Usap-usapan ako ng mga kapitbahay ko. May nanghihinayang, namumuhi at naaawa. **** na kase ang isang magandang tulad ko.

Alam mo, gusto ko na sanang tumigil sa pagpu**** kaso ang laki talaga ng letseng utang ko eh. Palaki pa ng palaki. Kulang na kulang. Paano na lang ang mga anak ko naiwan sa aking punyetang puder? Baka di na ako balikan o bisitahin ng mga nag-abroad kong mga anak. Hindi na importante kung laspagin man ang ganda ko, madama ko lang ang pagmamahal ng mga anak ko. Malaman nila na gagawin ko ang lahat para sa kanila. Sa tuwing titingin ako sa salamin, alam ko maganda pa rin ako. Meron pa din ang bilib sa akin. Napapag usapan pa din. Sa tuwing nakikita ko ang mukha ko sa salamin, nakikita ko ang mga anak ko. Tutulo na lang ang mga luha ko ng di ko namamalayan. Ang gagaling nga ng mga anak ko, namamayagpag kahit saan sila pumunta. Mahusay sa kahit anong gawin. Tama man o mali. Proud ako sa kanila. Kaso sila, kabaligtaran ang nararamdaman para sa akin. Sa dami ng mga anak ko, iilan lang ang may malasakit sa akin. May malasakit man, nahihilaw. Ni di nga ako kinikilalang ina. Halos lahat sila galit sa isa't isa. Walang gusto magtulungan, naghihilahan pa. Ang dami ko ng pasakit na tiniis pero walang sasakit pa nung sarili kong mga anak ang nagbugaw sa akin. Kinapital ang laspag na ganda ko. Masyado silang nasanay sa sarap ng buhay. Minsan sa pagtingin ko sa salamin, ni hindi ko na nga kilala sarili ko.

Dadating na naman ang pasko, sana maalala naman ako ng mga anak ko. Isang buwan pa, magbabagong taon na. Natatakot ako sa taong darating. Ngayon pa lang usap usapan na ang susunod na pagbubugaw ng ilan sa mga anak ko. Sana may magtanggol naman sa akin, ipaglaban naman nila ako. Gusto kong isigaw:

"INA NINYO AKO! MAHALIN NYO NAMAN AKO!"

Sige, dumadrama na ako. Masisira na ang make up ko nito eh. Salamat ha, pinakinggan mo ako.

Ay sorry, di ko nasabi pangalan ko.

Pilipinas nga pala

nakakalungkot isipin na totoo ang bawat sinasaad ng artikulong ito... pero kagaya ninyo, hindi pa rin aq nawawalan ng pag-asa para s bayan natin... iniisip ko pa rin na babangon tayo at kakayanin natin lahat ng problema n yan... ang nakakatakot lang e baka sa sobrang tagal ng pagbangon e maubusan na tayo ng oras para gawin pa yun... haaaayyyy....

LABOR DAY....

2008-05-01T12:36:00.004+08:00

labor day ngayon...ano ang kaugnayan?

wala!

wala kasi akong maisip na title para sa comeback post ko, nagkataong labor day ngayon kaya ayun na lang...pasensiya na...

3 buwan na pala halos mula nung huli akong nagpost...ang bilis ng panahon ano...parang nakakabigla sa bilis...madaming nangyari sa akin sa konting panahon na lumipas...

nakapagtapos na ang mga kaklase ko at ako ay ojt na lang ang kulang tapos ay susunod na din sa kanila..ang galing ano, tapos ngayon sasama na din ako sa mga kababayan nating nakikipagsapalaran para lamang may maipantustos sa pangangailangan nila at ng kanilang pamilya at siyempre para pambili ng bagong cellphone...ang hirap ng buhay ngayon, maghapong trabaho kapalit ng ipambabayad mo lang sa jeep at bus pati pambili ng bigas, tapos 15 araw n namang tatanga.

ganun lang siguro talaga...14 o higit pang taon kang ihahanda para sa tunay na gera ng buhay...

tapos na ang palabas, ewan kung ano ang sumapi sa akin... ayun lang sinasabi ko lang na nakabalik na ako....magandang araw kaibigan...

FULFILLMENT...

2008-02-27T17:39:00.002+08:00

sa wakas!!!! after mging pressured sa lahat ng bagay, after ilang gabing walang tulog, after ilang transistors n nasira at boteng naubos(nyahaha)!!!nktpos din ng defense! and yes we made it!!! we did make a difference!!! salamat sa lahat ng tumulong at naniwala!!! s groupmates ko salamat din sa pagtitiwala at sa hindi pgkawala ng pag-asa, sa pagtulong at pagpupuyat!!! s Diyos para sa paggabay!!! ayos!!! GO ROW4!!!

BLOWN TO PIECES...

2008-02-14T22:32:00.005+08:00

we only have a week to finish our group's design for our thesis and we're not even close to building 50% of the whole thing!

damn....
pressured by time... by other projects and subjects.... by the consequences of not being able to deliver and finish the device... by being the group leader... by the thought of failing....

we can do this.... we can and we will make a difference... i'm confident enough that we can finish it just in time for the defense... i will not fail.... i can do it... i must.... and i will....

damn.... my mind's going to blow....

BETTER BE LEFT UNTITLED...

2008-02-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we tend to expect great things, sometimes we tend to see what we only want to see... it is also in these times that we tend to ignore small but greater things... these are the times that instead of being happy with what we have and enjoying our lives..... we stop living...

Never ever expect much, for things are greater when they come unexpectedly... live not by expectations and doubts but by hope and faith... be well....

THE PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS

2008-02-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

Don’t ever let anyone say you can’t do something, their just trying to discourage you from something that they could not do.

You got a dream... You gotta protect it. People can't do somethin' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. If you want somethin', go get it. Period.

-Christopher Gardner

PERSONALITY TEST

2008-02-05T19:20:00.000+08:00

i have seen astrid's blog and also tried to take this test...kudos to astrid!

My Personality


Neuroticism	35
Extraversion	92
Openness to Experience	76
Agreeableness	49
Conscientiousness	75

You do not feel nervous in social situations, and have a good impression of what others think of you, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You experience a range of positive feelings, including happiness, enthusiasm, optimism, and joy. You like the security of tradition, but sometimes have a desire to bend the rules and challenge conventional thinking. You see no need for pretense or manipulation when dealing with others and are therefore candid, frank and sincere. People find it relatively easy to relate to you, however you are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. You strive hard to achieve excellence. Your drive to be recognized as successful keeps you on track toward your lofty goals. You often have a strong sense of direction in life, but may sometimes be too single-minded and obsessed with your work.

Take a Personality Test now .

WITHOUT YOU

2008-02-01T19:16:00.000+08:00

VERSE 1
It feels like a lifetime,
A thousand days have passed by
Since I held you close to me
If I could see that smile from my friend
I know that I could live again
I need you here with me

CHORUS
Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right now
you’re so far away
I hope and I pray
Somewhere in your heart I’ll always stay
Girl, lately
my sun doesn’t shine without you
Never noticed
what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath and my life ended
Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
‘Cause my sun doesn’t shine,
Sun doesn’t shine without you

VERSE 2
This is more for me than for you
Girl, I finally see there’s no substitute
For what we have
Do you know how much I love you?
And what we’ve shared
I can’t forget
Girl, a love like yours
I’ll never let just slip away
Just promise me that you’ll stay

CHORUS
Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right now you’re so far away
Gonna tell you and show you
Do whatever I can do to get back to you
Girl, lately
my sun doesn’t shine without you
Never noticed
what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath in my life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
‘Cause my sun doesn’t shine,
Sun doesn’t shine...

BRIDGE
Have you ever seen a flower that never blooms
See a starless night without the moon
Well that’s me without you
So come back and turn my night into day...
...cause lately,
my sun doesn’t shine without you...

‘Cause my sun doesn’t shine,
Sun doesn’t shine without
you

awww....both performed by paolo santos and charlie wilson...i definitely love this song....

KNOW MORE ABOUT YOUR NAME....

2008-01-29T17:27:00.000+08:00

There are 21 letters in your name.
Those 21 letters total to 91
There are 7 vowels and 14 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:

Latin	Male	From Christianus meaning Christian. Famous bearer: Christian was the hero of John Bunyan's 'The Pilgrim's Progress'.
Latin	Female	From 'Christianus' meaning Christian. Variant of Christiana, meaning Follower of Christ.
Irish	Female	Servant of Christ.
Greek	Male	Christian.
Greek	Female	Christian. Follower of Christ.
English	Male	Follower of Christ.
English	Female	Variant of Christiana. Follower of Christ.
Danish	Male	Believes in Christ.

Your number is: 1

The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.

The expression or destiny for #1:
A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions.

Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind.

The negative attributes of the 1 Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage.

Your Soul Urge number is: 6

A Soul Urge number of 6 means:
With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.

The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.

If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.

Your Inner Dream number is: 4

An Inner Dream number of 4 means:
You dream of being a very solid citizen that people can depend upon. You strive for organization and predictable order. You want to be recognized as a person with a plan and the discipline to make that plan work like clockwork.

find out what's yours @ http://www.paulsadowski.org/NameData.asp

KNOW MORE ABOUT YOUR BIRTHDAY....

2008-01-29T17:09:00.000+08:00

Your date of conception was on or about 4 April 1983 which was a Monday.

You were born on a Monday
under the astrological sign Capricorn.
Your Life path number is 5.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Be direct, usually one can accomplish more that way.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445694.5.
The golden number for 1983 is 8.
The epact number for 1983 is 16.
The year 1983 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/13/1983 and ending 2/1/1984.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Pig.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Goose; your plant is Bramble.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Famenoth, the third month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 20 Tevet 5744.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 21 Tevet 5744.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.10.10.10 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 10 tun 10 uinal 10 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Monday, 21 Rabi'u'l-Avval 1404 (1404-3-21).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 3 April 1983.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 8 May 1983.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 16 February 1983.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 22 May 1983.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 29 May 1983.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Thursday, 8 September 1983.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 29 March 1983.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 15 February 1983.

As of 1/29/2008 4:04:27 AM EST
You are 24 years old.
You are 289 months old.
You are 1,257 weeks old.
You are 8,800 days old.
You are 211,204 hours old.
You are 12,672,244 minutes old.
You are 760,334,667 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:

Lars Ulrich (1963)
John Walsh (1945)
Steve Allen (1921)
Henry Miller (1891)
Ozzie Smith (1954)
Phil Spector (1940)
Richard Widmark (1914)
Charles Babbage (1791)
Carlton Fisk (1947)
Alan King (1927)
Mao Tse-tung (1893)

Top songs of 1983

Every Breath You Take by Police
Flashdance by Irene Cara
All Night Long by Lionel Richie
Down Under by Men at Work
Islands In the Stream by Kenny Rogers & Dolly Parton
Billie Jean by Michael Jackson
Say Say Say by Paul McCartney & Michael Jackson
Total Eclipse of the Heart by Bonnie Tyler
Beat It by Michael Jackson
Baby, Come to Me by Patti Austin & James Ingram

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.44422700587084 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Saturday.
Your lucky number is 8.
Your ruling planet(s) is Saturn & Uranus.
Your lucky dates are 8th, 17th, 26th.
Your opposition sign is Cancer.
Your opposition number(s) is 2 & 7.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 332 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 25 candles.

Those 25 candles produce 25 BTUs,
or 6,300 calories of heat (that's only 6.3000 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.86 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1983 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.
In 1983 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1983 in the US there were 2,444,000 marriages (10.5%) and 1,179,000 divorces (5%)
In 1983 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1983 the population of Australia was approximately 15,483,496.
In 1983 there were approximately 242,570 births in Australia.
In 1983 in Australia there were approximately 114,860 marriages and 43,525 divorces.
In 1983 in Australia there were approximately 110,084 deaths.

Your birthstone is Blue Zircon

The Mystical properties of Blue Zircon

Zircon helps one be more at peace with oneself.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Blue Topaz, Ruby, Lapis Lazuli

Your birth tree is

Apple Tree, the Love

Of slight build, lots of charm, appeal and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.

There are 331 days till Christmas 2008!
There are 344 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning gibbous.

find out what's yours @ http://www.paulsadowski.org/BirthData.asp

UNTITLED

2008-01-25T20:56:00.000+08:00

"Sometimes things happen that are just out of your control...."

-Michael Scofield(Prison Break Season 2)

damn true......

F*CKED UP....

2008-01-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

i do not believe in doing good just to be appreciated and please others...
it is never right to expect that you can please everyone...
and i do not think that explaining yourself to everyone because they think and say that you are what you are not is the right thing to do....

PEOPLE ALWAYS BELIEVE WHAT THEY WANTED TO BELIEVE...

no matter how hard you try to please everyone,
no matter how hard you try to look and do good just for others to accept and appreciate you,
there will always be someone who will criticize you and will do their best just to bring you down.....

SO BE YOURSELF AND DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO...

you are not here for them, do your thing and never explain yourself, as long as you know that what they say about you is not true, then you are doing the right thing...as for me, all i can say is....

DO YOUR WORST!!!!!

SHOCKBOY

2008-01-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

Now that astrid reminded me of shockboy, i want to share his picture with everyone. Just so you know, Shockboy is neostream's creation....ASTIG!

NATAL DAY

2007-12-26T08:30:00.000+08:00

not so long ago a child was born and thought to be the one to save the world (nyahahahaha)...well,i do not need to make any introductions...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

Thank God for another wonderful year!

(it's my partner's natal day too!hehehe!!! happy natal day panget!!!)

HAPPY CHRISTMAS!

2007-12-15T09:45:00.000+08:00

sa lahat po ng kaibigan ko, kaaway, kakilala, hindi kakilala at sa lahat ng mga bumibisita sa aking blog page....

HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND A PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR!!!

tumatanggap na po ako ng regalo...hehehe

NEW FOUND PASSION

2007-12-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

I'VE CONQUERED A 30 FT MONSTER!

well, that's what came into me after i've successfully climbed all three 30 ft wall mazes, located near the new nursing building of bulacan state university...damn i'm so proud,it's my first time actually...my friends tried it too but i'm the only one who completed all three and it is an achievement for me!we plan to do it again this friday...

i'll post the vids and pics soon...

GOTH NAME

2007-11-30T19:09:00.001+08:00

bored ako.

alang magawa talaga... nag-isip aq ng mapupuntahang site... naalala ko tuloy ung dating nakita ko sa friendster. ung goth name...

sabi dito sa www.deadname.com

ako daw ay "Possessed shell"... namfufu, ano ko sinapiang kabibe?!!!hahaha
bored pa rin ako...tnry ko pa ung isa...

www.gothicstyle.co.uk

"Mortum Darkside" naman daw... parang bangkay naman ang tunog... yuck!

hindi aq kuntento... sbi ko last na ito...

www.emmadavies.net

eto ang na-astigan ako!

i have gone by the name of "Louis Arnauld"
known in some part of the world as "Zeus of Gypsies"
"a traveller of travellers, of good humour but dangerous"

waaw astig di ba, pwede na akong lumabas sa palabas ni dracula, van helsing at kung ano-ano pa... ayos! ang laki ng tulong ng mga site na ito!ramdam na ramdam ko...

ayun, bored pa rin ako!busett!

NOSTALGIA

2007-11-30T18:26:00.000+08:00

here i am. feeling bored because of not having to go anywhere today...
here i am. after the turmoil that happened yesterday at manila pen...
here i am. just right after sleeping for two hours this afternoon...
here i am. thinking of what to share for my blog again...
and here i am. playing with the memories of the past...
and recalling everything that i've learned from every experiences that i had...
well, here i am... all grown up, trying to be strong and still
adjusting to the life that i've chosen to live with...
you just have to accept it, whether you like it or not,
'coz here's what i am and you cannot do anything about it...

TONIGHT I CAN WRITE THE SADDEST LINES by Pablo Neruda

2007-11-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example, 'The night is shattered
And blue stars shiver in the distance'.

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
Through the nights like this one I held her in my arms.
I kissed her over and over again under the endless sky.

She loved me, sometimes I did love her too.
How could I not have loved her great eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter if my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied because it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is no longer with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We both of that time are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's true, but how much I have loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another’s. She will be another’s. Like my kisses before.
Her voice, her bright body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that’s true, but maybe I do love her.
Love is so short and forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
My soul is not satisfied because it has lost her.

Though this is the last pain that she makes me suffer
And these the last verses I do write for her.

Awww… definitely one of the saddest poem that I’ve ever read… thanks to sheena for sharing this one…

A BEAUTIFUL MIND

2007-11-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

"I've made the most important discovery of my life. It's only in the mysterious equation of love that any logical reasons can be found. I'm only here tonight because of you. You are the only reason I am... you are all my reasons."

- John Nash

PINOY TRANSFORMERS

2007-11-24T10:33:00.001+08:00

For those who haven't seen this yet... I'm really amazed by what Pinoys have came up with...

Presenting PINOY TRANSPORTMERS....AUTO-TODA and the DECEPTI-TODA...(lol)

Optibus Prime

Megatren

Sembreaker

Barricab

Barricart

Boundary

Stricecream

Bumblejeep

Colorum

Frenzikad

Kagawadzz

Don't you love 'em? hahaha!!!

10th ANNUAL CoE WEEK

2007-11-21T09:15:00.002+08:00

Last Nov. 12 - 17, Bulacan State University's SCOES(Society of Computer Engineering Students) celebrated its 10th Annual CoE Week... This year's celebration was special because JPCS National Vice President, Perlito Bailon Jr. attended the week long celebration. Here are some of the event's pictures courtesy of CoE 5A...

popeye and olive of CoE 5A (3rd best mascot)

majin boo of CoE 4B (2nd best mascot)

shrek and fiona(sukob) (best mascot)

cinderella

patrick and (drunk) spongebob

mojacko and togepi

doraemon and sailormoons(looks like super twins for me)

cinderella with dora d explorer and mcdonald(tsk tsk tsk)

jollibee, garfield and boyoyong clowns

pinocchio and majin boo

b1 and b2

coe5a with popeye and olive!

coe5a boys!

coe5a girls!

darning...

ms. o, aries, melai and she

with willberth, archie and janice

the beautiful girls of coe 3a!

coe 3D

coe 3A

coe 5a with JPCS Nat'l VP

SUGAL...

2007-11-02T15:54:00.000+08:00

sugal... eto ang hilig nmin kapag wala kaming magawa ng mga katropa ko. vacant, palipas oras, kapag alang prof, sa kalye, sa eskwela, sa tambayan at sa apartment... halos sa lahat ng lugar mkakakita ka ng nagsusugal...

pusoy at tong-its ang pinakasikat sa grupo namin nun...nagsimula sa pa-piso-piso umabot sa malakihan hanggang daan na ang napapatalo...

pero alam mo hindi lang basta-basta ang pagsusugal...may sugal din sa eskwela, at ayun ung kapag nanood ka lang ng tv nung gabi tapos exam ka ng first subject kinabukasan. astig na sugal un, halos lahat ata ng tamad na estudyante nararanasang sumugal ng ganoon... pero wala ka sa sugal na ginagawa ko pag exam, "TOSS COIN!", oo toss coin! lagi kasi ako may baryang tinatabi sa bulsa at kapag hindi ko talaga alam ang sagot dinadaan ko na lang sa mahika ng barya, ang mahika ng pagtsamba!

noong nakaraang oct. 22 - 24 nagamit ko yang taktika ko na yan...hahaha!!!gamit na gamit...compre exam yun at dahil multiple choice at apat ang pamimilian, 2 barya ang gamit ko...nilagayan ko ng pangalan kada isang side ng barya...A, B, C, at D. hindi ko nga lang hinahagis ang mga yan kasi baka makita ng nagbabantay na propesor e, makitaya pa... iniba ko ang paggamit ng mahika ko, magkabilang bulsa, aalugin tapos bubunot...yung dalawang matitira un ang huli kong pagbubunutan para isa na lang ang matira...

ganun lang ang buhay, dapat alam mong sumugal... pero hindi talaga iyan ang kuwento ko...

nung nakaraang oct. 29 naganap ang botohan para sa brgy. captain level at syempre plastikan na naman at laganap na naman ang dayaan... nung mga panahon ding iyon may ntuklasan akong nakakatuwang katotohanan...

nabasa ko ang ilan sa mga rules and regulations pagdating sa botohan dito sa Pilipinas at eto ang natuklasan ko... hindi ko alam kung lingid pa ito sa kaalaman ng nakararami basta bago lang ito sa pandinig ko....

nagkaroon kasi ng kaso sa lugar namin na nagkaroon ng tie ang dalawang kandidato, ayun ang laking problema! kung bumoto siguro ako e wala ng ganung isyu... tensyonado ang lahat dahil sa nangyari, recount nga sana ang iniicp ko o kaya maghati na lang cla ng termino... eto ang magandang parte, dumating ang parehas na kampo at sila'y nagharap, anak ng baog na baka o, ayon daw sa batas "TOSS COIN" daw ang dapat... Ayun, bumilib na naman ako sa mga Pilipino...

HAHAHA!!! parang ginawang legal na ang pagsusugal... sa pormal na okasyon n yun at sa isang tensyonadong pangyayari, sugal lang pala ang solusyon... busettt! hindi ko lubos maisip kung bakit ganun ang ginawang batas para sa ganung mga kaso, pwede namang "jack en poy" unahang makalima, pwede ring "pompyang" maalis-alis at pwede din namang daanin na lang sa boxing o pitikan sa ilong ang umiyak talo... hindi ba? pero sa dinami-dami ng gagawin e, toss coin pa! AYOS!

ewan ko ba pero natatawa talaga ako, hindi ko alam kung sinadyang nakakaaliw ang solusyon o ala lang talagang maisip ang gumawa nun o baka ala talagang isip... iniisip ko tuloy mas maganda iyon na lang ang pambansang laro natin, hehehe, pati din siguro ang pagpili ng presidente daanin na lang sa ganun... kaya naniniwala na talaga kong totoo ang kasabihan, ANG BUHAY AY ISANG SUGAL... o db? gusto mo pustahan pa tayo?

OUR - CRIB

2007-10-15T18:52:00.001+08:00

november last year, nghahanap aq ng mga kontrabando(ibg sbhin scandals and the likes) ngpunta q s kaibigan q para mgtnong kung san pde mkakuha ng mga gnun... sabi nya try q daw s pinoytambay.com.... so nung gbi e ngtry aq, putsa malas q naman under maintenance daw cla...busett!!! after nun my npncn aq s bandang ibaba... my mga partner sites daw sila at kung gusto q daw try q dun...(buhay n nmn ang pag-asa)...buti nlng my partner site to...nmili aq s tatlo, ung our crib ang pinili q, kinlik q,ayun lumabas ourcrib.tk, ang ganda ng homepage, astig ang pangalan...un lng baka kako my bayad... syempre play safe aq gumawa muna q ng email acct n bgo at ndi q nilagay ung mga info q talaga... ayun sayang pgod lng kc ala nmn pala bayad....nagsign-up aq at okiee nmn...nakuha q n ung mga kontrabando...hehehe...sa icp-icp q, babalikan kita!bwahahahahha!!!

araw-araw halos gnun routine q, check lgi kung my bgong post hanggang ayun na-hook n q, ang lupit parang yosi to,nkaka-adik...hehehe...nkakaenjoy kc ung pkikipagchat q s mga kpwa q mmbers at pti ung mga admins ang kulit! ndi m maiicp n admin cla kc ung turingan parang pantay-pantay lng... ndi ngtagal pti aq ngshashare n rin ng kontrabando at di ulit ngtagal, nging certified member aq, 150 posts ktumbas nun, ang saya, ang hirap umabot ng gnun....hehehe...ultimo topic tungkol s alaga mong aso ma-iicpan mong i-share s board at pti ung tnungin cla tungkol s kinain kgb mggwa m para lng mdagdagan ung mga posts mo... ayun pti pgtulong s mga newbie kung my tnong nging routine q n din...

di nagtagal ulit(antagal nmn) nging jr. moderator aq, waaw!ngulat aq at syempre tuwang-tuwa at kulang nlng -paskil q s labas ng bahay nmin n jr. moderator aq ng site n un! muntik q n ngang ipa-announce s munisipyo...hehehe...putsa hirap pla mging jr mod, dami mo kelangang bantayan n board sows daig q pa ang tanod sa pagbantay... pero sbi q nga ayus lng, nakasanayan q n din at super enjoy naman aq and ala nmng pagccc...

minsan isang araw pgbukas q, WAAW! sr. moderator n q!(pnibgong hirap!joke!)syempre palakpak n nmn tenga q nun at proud n nmn aq, npigilan lng tlg pero tototohanin q na tlg ung pgpaskil s labas ng bahay nmin!hahaha!!!pti s skul binida q na un...hehehe

so after 900+ posts p, eto sr. mod p din aq (nag-aantay mpromote!hahaha!joke ulit), mag iisang taon n qng member ng syt n un at ala aqng masabi enjoy tlg...nga pala our-crib.com na kmi ngaun....so kung ala kyo mgawa at nghahanap ng mkabuluhang syt, punta lng po kyo dun kc ndi lng png kontrabando un, it's way beyond that!ciao!!!

SALAMAT KAIBIGAN!

2007-10-15T17:48:00.000+08:00

kaninang umaga pagpsok q, my nabasa akong text gling s kaklase q na naicp kong wag q nlng pngalanan...(alam m n kung cno ka) dahil s tinext nya naicp q n ring gumawa ng gaya nun(gaya-gaya)

tpos na naman ang isang sem at cgrado napakarami n nmng kaibigan ng mga prof ntin jan s faculty... nalalapit na naman kcng mgbgayan ng classcards...hehehe

hmmmmm... madami pala q natutunan ngaung sem na 'to at marami ring dapat ipagpasalamat...(umpisahan q na ang pang-ookray...)

sir nolasco... xa ang adviser nmin... salamat po s lahat, dahil s inyo sir ntuklasan qng kaya q palang gumawa ng system, salamat din po sa pgbbgy nyo smin ng maraming bakanteng oras para tumambay at makilala pa ng husto ang aming mga kaklase...salamat din at natutunan kong mag-icp ng kung anu ano para lng my mai- propose s research... hayaan nyo at ggwan nmin kyo ng scheduling system para ndi nll8 (hehehe, hndi skin gling yan...), pati n din organizer cgro(yan ang gling skin)...congrats n din s pgging isang gnap n ama! salamat sa lahat

sir gabs...xa ang os teacher nmin...salamat sir sa pagtuturo ng mga algorithms na hindi nmin mkklimutan, salamat din po at nailabas ninyo ang aming potensyal s pggawa ng program, sa pag-eedit ng program ng iba at sa pagtuturo nyo po smin n mgbasa ng libro dahil andun ang ididiscuss ninyo (biro lng!hehe) at higit sa lahat, umintindi ng ingles at magdala ng sangkatutak n tissue sakaling di n kayanin ng ilong nmin... salamat sa lahat!

mam rhea...xa ang micro-p teacher nmin...salamat mam dahil kundi sa inyo ndi q malalaman ang VMGO ng skul at ng COE... salamat din sa pagtuturo nyo ng kung anu-anong klcng pagproprogram at circuit... dhil po dun ntutunan qng mgkabisa, maghirap, gumamit ng kung anu-anong ic at malaman n para dun pala un.. salamat din po dhil npapraktis akong kumanta every thursday as in every thursday, nalaman q na c "marvin" pala ay kapangalan ng ex mo at kaklase m ung pinsan q.... ang masasabi q lng talaga mam, "ang hirap ng exam!"... salamat sa lahat!

mam nancy...xa ang teacher nmin sa multi... mam salamat po at natutunan kong gumamit ng avs, swishmax, flash(sana), natutunan kong gumawa ng commercial at nalaman kong nkakatuwa pala at para kming cra(hehehe), games(sana) at magkabisa ng dalawang topic para s 2 quiz n magkasabay... salamat din po at pinagtawanan aq dito sa bahay s pggawa ng commercial at pgdudub s gawa q... sa madaming oras din po ng pagtambay salamat... gudlak nlng po sa panganganak! salamat sa lahat!

sir aris...xa ang teacher nmin sa datacomm at xa din ang kabarkada q dti (bespren)... namputsa ka-batch q to dito s skul, ngaun teacher q pa...sows!(nakakahiya)... saludo kmi sir sa inyo kc tinupad nyo ung pagbawi nyo samin... salamat at natutunan nmin ang pgnenetwork, mdmi q natutunan sa inyo... sa pagbibigay nyo din ng maraming oras ng pagtambay salamat, sa mga xerox n umabot ng higit 100 pesos n ata n sana e libro nlng ang binili nmin(hehehe) salamat po dun! sa mga ccna materials po n bgy nyo(nakatulong talaga ng malaki) salamat po! sa pgiging cool nyo sa mga pkiusap nmin n wag nlng mgklc...hehehe....bgyan nlng nmin kyo ng alarm clock para maaga mgcng at organizer para organize lahat.... salamat po sa lahat!

salamat po sa lahat ng bagay n tinuro nyo samin.... sa lahat ng hirap, pressure, sarap, puyat, pagod, gastos at saya salamat po! at kung may nklimutan man po aqng ipagpasalamat e, hayaan nyo na lng...

muli, ang akin pong likha ay bunga lamang ng malikot n pag-iicp. ito po ay sriling pananaw q lamang at hndi ngsasaad ng saloobing pangkabuuan....ituring nyo n lamang po ito n isang nkakatuwang likha...

"HONORARIA"

2007-10-15T16:52:00.000+08:00

haaayyyyy...

this post is a bit related to qreux post "mister donut philippines" at qreux.co.nr ... i'm a bit shocked of what is happening, kaya nlikha q tong post n to....share lng po at tabi tabi lang po s mga kinauukulan....

(sa skul, nkaupo s isang rum)
c pres: classmates, discuss q lng ung tungkol s software....

aq: (ano kaya un?)*curious

c pres: bale s defense po kelangan nting mgcontri...

aq: (ahhh, wild guess "mister donut?)

c pres: dapat po kc 60 pesos po ung bigayan ntin kaso npgusapan po nmin ni tooot na mgbbgay po tyo ng honoraria so kukulangin po un kasi last year ang binigay nila gc(gift cert.) na ang worth e take note, 1400 pesos...

aq: (whattttttttttt!!!!!!!!!)aba teka kung gnun e wag tyo pumares dun s last year!(para maiba, this year ala nlng)

anak ng baog na baka o, npigil q n nga dumugo ung ilong q dun s slitang honoraria kaso nung cnb ung talagang ibbgy e ngtuloy din... akala q hanggang mister donut nlng un...namputsa, may mas mlupit pa pala...

after nyang sbhin un, ngsalita p xa ng humigit kumulang 100 words pa hanggang sbhin n ung mgging gstos ng buong section...

5240 pesos lang naman!!!

pakshet, nung nrinig q un umurong ung sakit ng tyan q...
hindi q alam kung hindi q lng tlg npghandaan un at nbigla aq o tlgng mlki lng ung gastos para s 2 araw n defense nmin...busetttt!

so ngbreakdown n po ng gastos...

240(60 * 4) <--(para s breakfast)
480(120 * 4 ) <---(lunch)
400(100 * 4) <---(meryenda)
120 <---(panulak)
4000 <---(honoraria)
5240/42(persons)(TOTAL) => 125/head

o di ba....pahirapan n nmng mnghingi sa magulang, ala p jan ung pang-inom at pang-DOTA, in short kupit... siyempre papatungan m p yan... at ang nkakatuwa jan, ung honoraria nmin ay gift cert worth 1000 pesos...sabagay naiba nmn s last year n bgy kc mas mahal ung sa knila... sbi nga ng kaklase q "sa akin nga 20 lng lunch na un, mkapag-panel n nga lng din", tama nga naman di ba? sabagay kesa nga naman din bayaran nmin ung araw nila ng mas mahal db?
pakshet talaga.... akala q nmn kasi medal ang honorariang ibibigay nmin kso sa hindi q maicp n dahilan, bakit gc? nakakatuwa talaga cla... icpan q man ng pampalubag loob sa akin e ala aqng maicp maliban sa hindi ako mkakatapos ng subject n un kung hindi aq mgdedefense....

ang saya-saya talaga.... busettt...
ang akin pong sinulat ay bunga lamang ng npkalikot n icpan kaya tabi-tabi na lng po s mga tatamaan, kumbaga "bato bato sa langit ang tamaan masasaktan..."

kapayapaan po para sa lahat!

ang aking sinulat po ay pawang bagay n naiicp q lng at sa bandang huli ay talagang nsa icp q lng.... hindi nito sakop ang pananaw ng iba at hindi q rin naman pinipintasan ang aking mga propesor...nawa'y ituring na lang itong isang nkakatuwang pahayag.....salamat...

SONNET XVII by Pablo Neruda

2007-10-13T22:43:00.001+08:00

I do not love you as if you were a rose made of salt or topaz
or an arrow of carnations spreading fire:
I love you the way certain dark things are loved,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul

I love you like the plant that never blooms,
but conceals within itself the light of those flowers;
and, thanks to your love, the darkness of my body
houses the suffocating aroma that arose from the earth.

I love you without knowing how, when, or where from;
I love you straightforwardly, with neither problems nor pride:
I love you thus, not knowing how to love you otherwise

than this way whereby neither ‘you’ nor ‘I’ exist…
so close that your hand on my chest is mine,
so close that your eyes grow heavy when I tire.

awww...i really fell in love with this sonnet, especially when i first heard it (it was featured on the movie patch adams, starring robin williams). neruda expresses love in its purest sense, it's a bit sad and yet a very romantic poem... this poem encompasses the meaning of true love... the last two verses are my favorite parts...

NAPSTER'S REALM

2007-10-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

huwebes ng gabi, nakakainip...ewan ko ba kung bakit ako naiinip nun....ahhh, down nga pala ang site namin nun tapos under maintenance pa ang friendster kaya ayun...bigla pumasok sa isip ko ang gumawa ng ganito...salamat nga pala kay TSINA at kay QREUX ng coe-5b kasi na-inspire nila ko gumawa ng sarili kong pahina...(tuloy na ang kwento)

bakit nga ba NAPSTER's REALM?(kamot ulo habang nag-iisip)

NAPSTER
jan kasi ako kilala, username ko yan sa site namin...nakuha ko yan s movie n "italian job", nanunuod kasi ako ng movie nun, nainspire ako sa hacker na si napster kaya ayun ginaya ko na ung name...

REALM
ayon sa pagkakatanda ko,ang ibig sabihin nito parang ibang dimensyon o mundo...parang time space warp ni shaider...hehehe...nung tignan ko sa dictionary ulit eto lumabas...

Realm
-[noun] a land of make believe; an untroubled kingdom.

o di ba parang fairytale land lang ang tunog...bongga!

ewan, hindi ko alam kung bakit yan ang pumasok sa isip ko na ipangalan sa pahina na ito...basta ginawa ko 'to para may mapag-aksayahan ako ng panahon...kaya kung magagawi kayo dito e pustahan naghahanap kayo ng pornsite o di kaya ala lang kayo magawa...salamat!